Mel-at-ne

Like the title of this journal says, everything is different now. My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago, saying that he needs someone he can see everyday, and not just once a week. He was really nice about it, but it didn't make it any easier. Then the next day, I found out he already has a new girlfriend. Doesn't even mourn me for a day. What kind of guy does that? *sigh*.....he really confuses me sometimes. Throughout our entire relationship, one moment he seemed like a nice guy who really loved me, then the next he would say or do something that made me wonder if its actually true....or if he is really just a jerk..... I know I'm bette

Sorry I've been gone for awhile. School and hanging out with Josh has kept me busy and away from DeviantART. But I was able to go through all my messages today :) Being a loner in most of my classes isn't a big deal anymore. I've gotten used to it. And the huge work load doesn't bother me that much either. I have a spare last class so I finish it while hanging with my friends :) And yes, I'm actually able to do that without them distracting me ;p We are doing course registration for next year at school. It takes several days to inform all the grade levels about everything they need to know and to go through all the steps. Next year is going

My first week of second semester ended on Friday. So far, its not that great. I start the day off with Animation. The work is pretty fun, but I have no friends. It can pretty lonely, and I'm going to look like such a retard laughing to myself, once I actually start making the animations :XD: Oh well ;p Biology is ok. The stuff pretty interesting, but the words are a mouthful O.o I failed the first quiz we had because I forgot all the names T_T What a wonderful way to start the semester. As I expected, I have no friends in Pre Cal ;p Everyone is one grade lower then me and I feel sorta uncomfortable around all those strangers. The first stu